I try to walk quietly to the purple door. I grab my comfort blanket, a navy blanket decorated with waves that Father got me for christmas. I laugh a bit, it’s always funny when Scara checks on me. Takara, Odile told me that you were crying so there's gonna be one of our vent meetings in a few minutes, when your tears have calmed come to my room. I grab the piece of paper and read the yellow ink. I roll my eyes and get up to check it, my tears have calmed down but my cheeks are still wet.

A few minutes later there’s a knock on my door, I peek from the blue blanket and there's a small purple piece of paper.

I lock my door and sit on my bed, hiding in the covers. For example, in the anime, it is revealed that she is close childhood friends with Mari O'Hara, who is back from studying abroad.I run to my room, crying. Knowing this explains a lot about Kanan's relationships now.

When she talks about this in her School Idol Diary, it's clear she harbors no hard feelings towards them, but instead believes it's 'what's best' (she was undoubtedly told so countless times by her parents and grandfather while growing up).Įven while going through such a difficult experience- not only having her parents abandon her at middle school age, but having to stop attending school to support herself and her ill grandfather- she simply states that she's 'happy every day just by being able to see the dazzling sun and blue skies'. Even now, when her grandfather is recovering from illness and she must not only take care of herself but also stop attending school to take care of the diving shop alone, her parents still have showed no sign of contacting her. Most Aqours fans know that Kanan lives alone with her grandfather in their small, family-owned diving shop however, the less well-known side of this story is that while her parents are alive and well, they moved away and left her behind. Even though at first she feels like it doesn't suit her, she eventually gets used to it, and even begins to enjoy wearing them. Kanan usually wears more athletic clothes and isn't used to being very 'girly', but she takes a liking to the cute, girly school-idol costumes after she tries them on.

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